Monday, April 4, 2011

Jealousy is something stupid.

You're not the only one who gets hurt. I get hurt too.
Dont u know that the person who hurts will feel bad too?
You really think i never upset and wish i just stab myself as punishment
Darn u. I hurted the one i love the most ! And its kinda hurt too when u told me im like having a 'tak apa attitude' look
My injury is almost the same with u.
Do you really think i never had thought to switch position with u even a sec?
I even hope the one who suffers is me.
I dont say it doesnt mean i tend to forget. I actually think every night before i sleep.
I know i cant do anything so i shut up.
Trying to be better and i screwed up.

Stupid jealousy made me done that. Shit.
Yes. I AM FARKING JEALOUS WHEN I SAW U SMILE THAT WIDTH WITH OTHER GIRLS WHERE I NEVER SEE U SMILE LIKE THAT IN FRONT OF ME AND IT HURTS A LOT.
and now great. I get the payback for the silly action I've done indirectly. How childish i am.
Shit it is so stupid. If i knew how bad this will be i just pretend i nvr see that smile.

I know you'll maybe mad if u read this post.
You can choose to stay away, i dont want to hurt u anymore.

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